Apathy

ap‧a‧thy
–noun, plural -thies.
1.
absence or suppression of passion, emotion, or excitement.
2.
lack of interest in or concern for things that others find moving or exciting.

What I feel right now:

Main Entry:
apathy
Part of Speech:
noun
Definition:
uncaring
Synonyms:
aloofness, coldness, coolness, detachment, disinterest, dispassion, disregard, dullness, emotionlessness, halfheartedness, heedlessness, indifference, insensibility, insensitivity, insouciance, lassitude, lethargy, listlessness, passiveness, passivity, stoicism, unconcern, unresponsiveness

What I would like to feel right now:

Antonyms:
concern, enthusiasm, interest, involvement, passion